To Ethan (The Men in My Life) 53 1
Dear Ethan, Your father and I had a fight few days ago over the ever unsolved issue of him yelling at you ALL THE TIME. There is no secret that your father has no patience for anything but golf. Ever since he's addicted to golfing, I hadn't[...]

Red Bean Chili 53 1
As much as I love this dish, I love this picture. It makes me consider to put chili on my regular cooking list now. My worry of turning chili into a regular beef sauce has gone, because what makes this chili so different is I put cocoa[...]

To Ethan (Elma) 53 1
Dear Ethan, The other day both me and your guu guu were texting about names for the new baby. Guu: What about Taylor or Cadence? Me: Nah, I know a Cadence who's a bitch. And I can't stand Taylor Swift, she just keeps showing her upper[...]

Nutella Panna Cotta 53 1
When I figured Ethan was old enough to have food with nut, I bought a big jar of Nutella. I was all excited anticipating he would be as crazy about it as those kids on TV commercial. In fact, that's what I do. When Ethan shows interest to[...]

To Ethan (Superstar) 53 1
Dear Ethan, I had a rough day at work few days ago. When I got home, it was a very special parcel laid on my desk that had my dull mind lightened back up. This was from Josephine . In fact, we were not very close though we were working[...]

Macaroni, Mushroom and Cheese Bake 53 1
I would say this macaroni and cheese recipe from Jamie Oliver is one of the swear-to-god-ly easy recipe ever invented. No bechamel sauce is needed. Look at the short and clean ingredients list, you only need that few things to come up with a[...]

To Ethan (My Daily Medication) 53 1
Dear Ethan, The first time you said MOMMY, though I wasn't sure if you actually referred to me or your potty, it felt like you had healed all the years of my life. Now you are saying it with your eyes locking to mine......I have no idea how[...]

Chinese Style Borscht Soup 53 1
Apparently, being pregnant with this kind of sickness , plus being traumatized by Ethan's hunger strike are not tough enough to knock me down. Cause we've just bought a house......means God is going to manipulate my empty soul so I could[...]

To Ethan (Raising a Hippie) 53 1
Dear Ethan, We have been having hard time convincing you that your food is not going to burn your stomach. It's been 3 days, each time I brought food to your mouth, you whip your head around or block it with your lips sealed like I am going to[...]

To Ethan (19 months) 53 1
Dear Ethan, You turn 19 months old tomorrow. Although you are improving a lot adapting to the new daycare environment - you cry less when you father kisses you goodbye and you don't nag that much during the day, you are still referred by[...]