Depressed..

Quite a number of stuffs happened these few days...
1st - seller of the house wanna back out from the transaction which is nearly complete..
and said refuse to turn up for completion....

2nd-piano peed blood..and we brought her to the vet the next day..
guess how much it costs?
$422!
but if she can get well..i'm willing to pay..
will continue to monitor her...and she has lots of medications to take!

I had a big cry yesterday in the wee hours...I don't wanna lose piano so soon...
I can't control and cried so loudly...
the last time when I lost control of myself was when my granddad died...

So many emotions just flowed up after all these incidents...
I just want a house...
is it that hard to get??

Glad that I'm feeling better now...
Piano is more important than any external issues...
so i hope that everyone around me will be in the pink of health!