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Rekindling
I often ask myself, what am I doing in this country? Why this school? Why sink so much money into living in this greedy white north where the culinary scene is pathetic and the produce is inferior? What I speak of is concerning Ottawa, principally. But thinking in such a manner will be an entire dismissal of the grace and favour I've been shown. I am lucky to be in a school that has such a strong influence in the culinary scene. In a campus with the better organisations. The institution with chefs that can push me to the limit. A place with excellent ice wine. A fantastic winter for half the year. And some surprising finds for products to work with. The last day of June, we had a workshop on fish. Fish is my favourite protein to work with. It's absolutely simple to cook, but hard to master. What I adore about it is the purity of flavours, the fresh distinct characteristics of each fish, the delicate textures of the flesh. The change of richness and feel when it's raw compared to when it is perfectly cooked. During the 5 hours, I scaled all the fish we worked with. Gone through one and a half whole salmons, and a whole halibut. I wish we have more of these in school, practising to work with big fish is absolutely crucial for the industries. The most valuable asset to have for work, to me, is butchering, fish work and mechanical skills. Of course every single bit counts to being a successful chef. A sharp mind. Balls to try. Perseverance to work my bullocks off to right every wrong. Charisma to inspire. Passion to create. The wisdom to know that I am as foolish as I am smart. Integrity to perfection. The heart for people. Dedication to the team. The eye for problems. A command over life, decisions, and direction. But what drives you? Where is the fuel that feeds your fire coming from? Is your purpose grand enough to give birth to a legacy that lives long after you've returned to the ashes? I have mine. And I'm so thankful for it. It is my prayer that I never loose it. The first day of July marked the 143 year since her birth. Everyone was dressed in red and white. The only red and white on me were my eyes. I was less than enthusiastic about the celebration. I headed down to parliament hill to try to get a glimpse of the Queen, by request of Ma. But all I could capture was a bullet proof black clad van that sped past my way. For the first time I thought the Queen to be rude. I left for Loblaws to get fruits. After so long, I had my first pastry lesson. Chef Christian is amazing. The sheer experience of his many years of work shone so bright during the practical. He finished all the recipes in 1 hour 40 minutes. We were doing tarts and some creams today. The one above shows chef's strawberry black current tart, and the one below is mine. I see what chef meant when he said to show less cream and angle the fruits more. If I angled, I'd cover more cream and it'll look more modern. Right now, it looks like some miniature version of Carème's dessert presentation. Very old school. The next one was the passion fruit and raspberry tart. This is probably my favourite of the lot. The tart of the fruit with the lightness of the delicate cream was enriched by butter to take it to the next level. The first is chef's and the second is mine. The passion fruit cream was such a fragile cream. I should have soften my butter more to prevent from over mixing. I should have emulsified the mixture with the butter before cooling it to a nice consistency. You probably don't know what I'm talking about, but it's just for me to mention so I will remember for future references. A rustic tart. Pear flan tart. Caramelised pastry cream in a shortcake shell and pears in syrup. Simple and excellent. The vital thing to get right is the caramel. A degree too high and it will be too bitter. I might just try this some day. I was hoping to keep my dough scraps to make my own tarts at home. But later I realised I have more than enough tarts to go around for a week. There's no need for more sugar in my blood. These are the works of my classmates. What I want to touch on now is the lesson we had with Chef Christian. The MOF chef deserves nothing less of that title. He is truly inspirational. A rekindling to my already burning flame. He is a wealth of experience waiting to my tapped into. I'm so glad that after the first lesson, he is now more approachable. He is an exceptional pastry chef, a passionate lover and an eloquent businessman. During the 3 hours that he shared his experience with us humbled me to where I stand in this industry. I've been wanting to share my cuisine with people. I wanted to make people happy with what I want to give them. But after that day, I realised how arrogant and blind I was. It's not about me. It's about what people want. It's about what people like. And what people want is more than just food. It's more than just sustenance. It's an experience deeper than the palate. What's on the plate should be an emotion. A purpose driven pairing of taste, texture, smell, colour and presentation. What I learnt that day will stick to me for more than just pastry. That day I rediscovered passion. I rediscovered reality. I rediscovered shameful ignorance. Never stop learning. Never stop thinking.
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